Sunday, August 31, 2025

WATCHED - UnHerd - Are we in a Post Literate Society?

These days there appears to be a million You Tube sites positioning themselves as the place where viewpoints and opinions that are outside 'the norm' can be found and indeed herd. So if you hear anyone complaining about being silenced or cancelled, you sort of go 'Are you, are you really?' because it looks very like they are being heard loud and clear, and are all over the internet like a rash, which these days appears to be the very opposite of being silenced. 

An early entrant into this type of programming was UnHerd, owned and funded by the depthless pockets of Paul Marshall, hedge fund manager, philanthropist and media baron. Who, just to make sure you know where he's coming from also owns The Spectator and GB News, so a bit of a professional disruptor of the so called elite consensus. Unherd benefits from its main frontman and editor being the amiable Freddie Sayers, who gathers together a variety of subjects and viewpoints to create ocassionally quite interesting discussions. Yes, there are some frankly bat shit ideas too, that really don't have legs to stand on, from both right and left of the political spectrum. But that comes with the territory I guess.

This particular discussion, however, caught my eye, mainly because it features Jared Henderson a You Tuber who I rate quite highly for producing thoughtful content. Are we, in the age of AI and algorithms, on the verge of creating a Post-Literate Society, where people can't sustain reading anything long form, follow a complex argument or produce a thought through critique? And with widespread literacy in the past being the engine for democracy and social change, are those two things now doomed to become extinct? Discuss.

 


Saturday, August 30, 2025

CHURCH LARKING - Upper Sheringham Parish Church

Whatever form All Saints Parish Church took in its earliest incarnation has at some point been erased. Nothing remains of anything prior to the fourteenth century and the style is predominantly the mid to late period Perpendicular. I generally find that churches which have this uniformity of Perpendicular style can be a little lacking in heart and hence an elevating sense of beauty. 

Though All Saints would never be called a ravishingly beautiful church architecturally, it has many features worthy of note. It also bears the undoubted influence of the wealthier North Norfolk churches that it drew on for some of its architectural features. The tall and wide perpendicular windows of its nave are scaled down but very reminiscent of those in Cromer. Likewise the fine clerestory with its alternating quatre foil and arched windows, though smaller in size, is a detail borrowed from its much more flamboyant cousin in Cley next the Sea. 



The early history and origins of Upper Sheringham was as a seafishing village. A mile from the sea, it had a staithe and the smaller poorer fisherman's hamlet of Lower Sheringham. For most of the nine hundred years of the church's existence, it was the larger of the two settlements. Though it never was able to generate or benefit from the immense trading wealth of the medieval period, like in Cley and the Glaven valley churches, because it lacked a natural harbour. Lacking big amounts of money in the economy or wealthy donors, is why this is a serviceable though architecturally far from grand building. It remained the only local church until Lower Sheringham became a tourist destination in the late 19th century. Finally relinquishing its status as Parish Church for both Sheringhams in 1953.


Due to the way the church lies in the village in the protective cleft of an escarpment, its northern side is almost permanently in shadow, getting little direct sunlight. Hence it has to make the most of its light sources. The windows on that side are clear glass with lead patterning, most of its stained glass, largely Victorian or later, is inserted in its sunnier southern side. One three pane light above the nave was blocked up, when the present lower roof was installed. That window was an unusual insertion you do not see often, clearly another attempt to bring more light into the body of the church. Though it must, at times, have had direct sunlight pouring through it, directly into the eyes of the congregation, partially blinding them to what was going on beyond the rood screen in the chancel. 




The light as it beams through the clerestory piercings has a transcendent quality, and is its one literally shining architectural effect. This lifts the appearance of the nave immensely.  The internal roof structure in the nave and chancel was undoubtedly cost effective, but is boxy and perfunctory. This is a shame, because its original 14th century roof was probably much more dramatic and would have had a greater uplifting effect on the overall appearance on the nave. As it is, the arches and pillars of it, stretch down it like broadly spread firm legs framing the tall perpendicular windows in the walls. They are stolid but lack a strong directional elevating quality, this undermines the clerestory above by making it look look squat and cramped.
 



All Saints does posses some fine fourteenth century woodwork, in its distinctive pew bench end carvings featuring cats and mermaids. Its one totally unique fixture, well worth seeking it out for, is its lightly carved rood screen. Its quite skeletal as 14th century rood screens go, but this is a survival from an era before the iconoclasm of the Reformation, that still has the front parapet rail of its loft still in place. And it has a beautiful simply carved ceiling underneath it. The entrance door and the rood stair, still allow access to it. Its not a very spectacular rood screen, but it's stretch is wide, and is an example of how minimal the Perpendicular English Gothic style could be. Its very very rare to find one still in its original place and so relatively intact.



Outside the church has an extensive graveyard, because it continued to be used by both Sheringham Parish Churches. And there were over the centuries an awful lot of deaths at sea. The Upcher Family, who were so instrumental in the 19th century development of Sheringham as a tourist destination, built and landscaped Sheringham Park near bye. The family vault is grandly marked in stone on the outside of the north wall of the Chancel. But any new money the Upcher's brought to the area through their estate came too late, and proved, in the end, to be all too brief to really transform what had now become their estate's church.


Upcher Memorial Vault

Friday, August 29, 2025

RISING UP MY BOOK PILE - August 2025

 


Began my new policy of buying fiction second hand or borrowed from the local Library. Invariably there is something that takes my interest. Currently have four books I'm trying to read, which is probably too many, in actuality it means only two, the others are pending. 


Fractured - Jon Yates

I saw Jon Yates being interviewed on The Sacred podcast, and the guy has a decent assessment of what is happening to out society and how we might mend its parlous state.
A Birthday Present




The Less Dead - Denise Mina
One of the Scottish noir writers of detective fiction. Denise Mina is probably one of the best such writers around. Looking forward to reading this one.
Bought from a Charity Shop

Migration.- W S Merwin 
Its a compendium of Merwin's poetry who is almost unknown in the UK, but a much lauded man of US literature. Not made much further progress with it yet, maybe writing about its state every month might reignite my interest,
Ordered from Holt Bookshop
Currently Reading


The Mystical Thought Of Master Eckhart - Bernard McGinn
In my reading of Christian history and literature  I've been meaning to investigate the mystic traditon, of which Eckhart seems pretty central. This book has a favourable reputation as a broad introduction to his thought.
A Birthday Present
Zombies In Western Culture - Vervaeke, Mastropietro & Miscevic
A slim volume of what I suspect is more an academic outline than a fully fledged book. But I've heard John Vervaeke talking about this and its seems an interesting suggestion. That the dominant presence of zombies in our popular culture is a reflection our unease with our cultures loss of meaning. 
A Birthday Present
Currently Reading
Poetic Diction - Owen Barfield
Subtitled -A Study In Meaning, Barfield was one of the 'Inklings' along with Tolkein & Lewis. An influential thinker whose ideas and theories about poetry and language are probably more wide ranging than I realise. Want to read this to see if I can get a grasp of what the fuss is about.
A Birthday Present






The Devil You Know by Dr Gwen Adshead & Eileen Horne

Again someone I've seen being interviewed on The Sacred podcast.  I'm always fascinated by people whose job is to interact with the darker vile and unacceptable people in our society. Adshead is a forensic Psychiatrist whose patients are serial killers, arsonists, stalkers. Basicly the sort of folk the tabloids would label 'monsters'.
A Birthday Present

Trading Game by Gary Stevenson
After seeing him talk on TV and You Tube I sort of admire the guys bravery to keep extolling the necessity for wealth taxes. This autobiography sounds interesting.
Bought from Book Hive, Alysham







On Mysticism - Simon Critchley
A general introduction to mysticism as a phenomena. All part of my intention this year to read more about this area. 
Bought from Book Hive, Aylsham





At Work In The Ruins - Dougald Hine

Saw this guy on The Sacred podcast and he has some brilliant ideas. He takes the view we are already done for,so its now more important to work out what we save and work with in the ruins of our civilisation. Its more hopeful than you'd expect.
A Birthday Present
Currently Reading




The God of Small Things - Arundhati Roy
The Booker Prize winner from 1997 is a book I've been meaning to read for a while. I've started reading it. Its taken a little while to tune into. But its beginning to feel like its quite a charming book with a huge undertow of sadness.
Bought from a Charity Shop
Currently Reading








BOOKSHOPS


SHERINGHAM DIARY No 129 - Picking at the Scabs of Outrage


It has not escaped my notice that since the HA! I've been more prone to be cantankerous. As I am now all too aware that I am on borrowed time, heading towards the mentally slippery slope towards my dotage. I find I have less tolerance for instance for novels that I'm finding frankly interminably boring, with only the off side hope of some form of last minute resolution to save it. That is simply wasting my life. The time could be spent much more beneficially and productively elsewhere. 

A case in point has been the two novels in succession I read that saw themselves as cutting edge in some way. They each took on difficult terrain: one told through the voice of a ten year old child growing up in 70's a commune: the other through the wild imaginings and travails of a certifiably mad woman in a mental hospital. Both became so tied by their literary conceits, confined and trapped by the consequences and limitations of it. When your telling your story through the voice of a pre-pubescent child or a mad person, there is a lot this means you cannot say. No doubt these novels were given rave reviews by people they were at university with, who do work for the same papers. - 'courageously spending twenty four hours a day writing this novel whilst hanging upside down, which brings to it a refreshingly satirical tone that elevates the struggles of one ordinary life to a more gut wrenching level.'

























Fortunately James Baldwin's Giovanni's Room came to my rescue. From the opening of the first pages, it transported me to an altogether different level with an invigorating quality of writing. For this relief, much thanks!

As we get towards the end of the month, Hubby and I, because our pocket money has run out, begin spending our mornings on Sheringham esplanade travel cups in our hands, freshly toasted tea cake in our Tupperware, Mostly doing the New York Times -Connections puzzle, and complaining about the Americanisms, and filling out The Guardian's Quick crossword. All the time wondering if this was compiled by a human or AI, when the clues seem a bit odder than usual. There are days when we can watch the Grandad's out with their motorised yachts on the boating lake. And other mornings when the RAF fighters fly over the coast and make all conversation impossible, because the noise so shakes the earth and skies. Even though ,if you can see it at all, its just one small speck of moving dust terribly high up in the sky. It feels like the God Odin is expressing his displeasure with the world through instituting the state of Ragnarok. If I was on the local Facebook - Enjoy Sheringham More page, I'd be fulminating with exclamation marks by now.









It has become quite apparent that some of my blog posts on Cornucopia do much better than others. this maybe put down to subject matter, but more likely down to the way it presents itself. They are mostly reviews of cafes, exhibitions, books or films that I take a dim view of. A negative critique being the algorithms wet dream. Regular readers will know I love taking off my belt of self censorship and let rip. Leaning into my disapproval, and further exaggerating it for light comic effect. There are, however, times when something really annoys me about a book, when I'm not entirely happy that a reasonable criticism hasn't become far from reasonably presented. And this is not good for me or anyone. I, like everyone, hold a degree of unexpressed negativity just patiently sitting there waiting for the opportunity to release its noxious gas into anything. Its so tempting to start picking at the scabs of outrage.

But then there are times when even a review can stray into unhelpful territory, But I have to remind myself. this is just a book etc, and I could just simply put it down and walk away from it. The world is not crying out for my carefully worded 'take down' or 'roasting', there's quite enough of that sort of thing out there already. The sensitivity of my own shame gauge usually alerts me to when I might have gone too far. And if it gets through that, Hubby is my final arbiter if I really did post something which might unwittingly have drifted into excoriating hate speech. But then scathing.....it is a lot more fun to write 

As I am getting older, I find myself becoming more accident prone. My fingers have lost a lot of their power to grip things securely due to arthritis in the joints. So I do more regularly drop even very light stuff. My peripheral vision is less acute, so I can find my hands clip the tops of things or on occasion knocking them over. A week ago I was cooking Lunch, and draining a pan of spaghetti and water over the sink. Before I knew it the spaghetti and water sloshed heavily against the lid forcing the lid off. Hands couldn't hold it, so the spaghetti headed towards the kitchen bowl, whilst the boiling water hit my hand.

























Cue Hubby coming to salvage both spaghetti and me. Sending me off to douse my hand in cold water for a while. Boy did it sting. At first it was really red, then by the next day the skin had turned a mottled brown and was blistered in a couple of places. When these burst the raw skin underneath reminded me of some David Cronenburg body horror movie. By tomorrow I will have turned into a worm with fangs. Fortunately that didn't happen, and over the days I've taken an interest in how my body is trying to resolve and mend the consequences of the scald. The blister sites look similar to continents slowly shifting and destined to collide with each other and combine into one large rather scabby Pangaea.



















There are of course some benefits. I'm banned from washing up for a while. And I get to wear a rubber Marigold glove on my scalded hand when I shower. I imagine myself a bit like Audrey Hepburn in Breakfast at Tiffanys, except wearing a bright pink rubber opera glove. It has made me aware that the makers of Marigold gloves, well they are a tiny bit sexist. Manufacturing their gloves only according to the specifications for a feminine hand. So those of us who are male or feme butch, apparently fall outside of that have to squeeze, coerce and cajole our handy pandys in. Presumably they just assume men never do washing up, clean the kitchen, or wipe vomit off things. However, I have to struggle to fit my damaged hand into one, without cracking or knocking off scabs. I can tell you its way night impossible. Its comparable to trying to fit a charcuterie sausage into a condom. Not that I've ever tired such a thing. 

























Recently the proprietor of Seagulls in Blakeney asked us if we'd consider moving our sales area. Our current place was a prime position right by the door as you came in. So we were initially a bit reluctant. But the more we thought about it the more it felt like a good move. The main advantage being our stock previously was spread over three separate areas, and would now be all together. So we agreed. The proprietor helped us by roughly moving stock for us, which I spent a few hours the next day working out the best way to merchandise the area. It gave us an opportunity to rethink our merchandising, which was getting a bit scrappy in the old area. A complete refresh did help. We need not have worried. The area looks FAB, and sales have been better than ever. Unlike Wells Next The Sea and Sheringham, Blakeney appears to be bucking the trend and sales are booming. The only problem, if indeed it is a problem, is that the new area soon gets to look empty, so we really have to be on it, keeping it stocked up. But that's quite a good problem to have.

One of the undoubted benefits of the HA! is its encouraged me to get much fitter. I continue to lose weight, I do Tai Chi/Oi Gong every morning, and meditate, maintain my diet, walk regularly, do my resistance exercise etc. The consequence being I also now sleep longer at night. I've not been a good sleeper for most of my adult life, 5 hours used to be good. But now this has extended to 6-7 hours, and reasonably regular too. Its only been disrupted by the heatwaves, where for a while during the hottest one, I got barely three hours sleep a night for nearly a week. Let's say I was somewhat jiggered by the time the heatwave relented, and temperatures cooled.

























I had this recurring fantasy about plunging myself into an ice bath. Contemplating how to find a large supplier of ice cubes, how much body shock my body might be able to take, how I might safely extract myself from said ice bath wrinkly and mildly hypothermic, without causing further injury. Such was the extent of my associative rambling. Its amazing what you might contemplate when your 'in extremis'

Its a ongoing question for me, how much involvement with the internet is healthy, and when does this tip over the into addictive behaviour. Of course I spend quite a bit of time writing my blog posts, but that feels largely a positive means of self expression. But outside of that I limit my use. I've curtailed my scrolling through You Tube videos in the early hours of the morning. I tend to use the time doing meditation and Tai Chi instead. I enjoy writing about the things I enjoy. I cant see why you would want to use the internet for anything else. 















But then the cultivation of outrage appears to be endemic. And you never know RAB 54 maybe that quiet chubby little retired man Mr  Arbuthnot down your road, with his comb over and nylon cardies, who leads a double life as a militant right wing anti-woke warrior, with his own digital avatar. Social media has become this gift to the elderly gammon, who after a lifetime of resentful subservience can now express their outrage at a world gone completely mad, with absolute anonymity. So no one is going to send round a bruiser to punch his lights out.


Wednesday, August 27, 2025

THE BEST BEFORE DATE - 1980 - Dreams of Leaving by The Human League


Dreams of Leaving is a song taken from The Human League's second album Travelogue. Within a year of its release in 1980 the band split and the huge international success of Human League ( Mark Two) was on its way. This, however, is The Human League (Mark One)  an entirely different kettle of fish, and actually a much more interesting band, that was very far from being bland. This version of the band wore a lot more experimentally muscular beat driven, definitely urban garb, with an off kilter pop quality that was both electro alt pop, but with an edge of the darker backstreets. Sci-fi and pop culture references abounded, These were the days when they could do an entirely electronic version of Gary Glitter's Rock 'n' Roll, and it was simply thought a bit of tongue in cheek camp, not morally suspect at all. Its actually a rather good version, look it up.

I'm choosing to focus on Dreams of Leaving, because this song is a rare occasion in The Human Leagues career, where they stepped into territory that is more socially polemical, an overt comment on society and our inhumanity towards other humans. Its a very tenderly written song, That literally takes you on an atmospheric electronic journey from one state to another. The protagonist, in the song, is living in a country run by a restrictive regime, and leaves his home country to hopefully find a new life in a free country. Only to discover he is also unwelcome there, because he's an immigrant, and reluctantly decides to leave and move further North.  But he remains optimistic, poignantly repeating that maybe there he can be - 'just like someone's neighbour'

I thought this a very apt song to highlight, given the current aggressively right wing zeitgeist re- immigration. This song asks you to consider their humanity first, the immense struggle and upheaval.an immigrant often has to go through to get here. And this is decades before the horrendous sight of overfilled boats on the edge of capsizing in the seas off our island. Only to arrive and be treated like an infection, bringing their 'foreign ways and lax morals' to our country etc etc. What a sad immoral gutter we have currently decided to plant our flag in. 

Anyway, here are the lyrics.

Someone stopped the clock when we should have started early
If we miss the morning meeting our lives will be in danger
Someone's trying to stop us, there is someone in our party
It is someone with a grudge and they won't let us reach the border

Our lives are in his hands, we pay with Krugerands
The currency of pain to help us leaving
While back in our homeland the ones who make a stand
Are taken from their homes and no one hears of them again

I felt I had to come here, I thought things would be better
The situation's changed but I find I'm still resented
Someone wants my job it is someone in this building
Someone's spreading rumours and I don't feel I can stay here

I think I'm going north and now's the time to leave
The people there they say are good to strangers
And if I do my best and try to settle in
I'm sure I can be just like someone's neighbour

I'm sure I can be just like someone's neighbour*

* Lyrics by Marsh, Oakey & Ware

Monday, August 25, 2025

MY MOST LOVED ALBUMS - In Search of Space by Hawkwind - 1971














By the time this album was released in 1971 I was already an avid Science Fiction fan. I'd begun reading the classic post war authors Asimov, Clarke, Delaney. I'd also read loads of Micheal Moorcock, an enthusiast for his fantasy novels like Stormbringer and the Eternal Champion series. I don't think Moorcock's involvement in the band drew me towards Hawkwind. There was a sort of happy synchronicity along the way. This became inevitable when Silver Machine became a huge hit in 1972. I officially joined the ranks of becoming a Hawkwind fan, and had an embroidered Hawkwind badge sewn onto my jean bomber jacket.

Hawkwind had been going since 1969 and had built up a substantial following on the hippy festival circuit. They literally performed anywhere to anyone who would have them. Initially a ramshackle and invariably spontaneous gathering of scruffy haired individuals, who would improvise together. They gradually turned into a regular tighter band, with its own specific vision for itself. Dave Brock and Nick Turner were the central driving force in that, even though they clashed and fell out an awful lot. Ever the hippy's, whether they should cash in on Silver Machine's success, became just one of many divisive issues, besides petty jealousies. 

In Search of Space was recorded by the quintessential lineup that included Lemmy, the poet Robert Calvert and dancer Stacia. It was to be followed later, fueled on music business optimism alone, by a two disc live album Space Ritual, where ideas that had only seemed a provisional sketch on In Search of Space, through misguided ambition became seriously over-puffed profundity. In the end their was a substantial rift in the band, members left, including Lemmy. but the band reformed itself. As it has continued to do so, reformulating itself countless times over the decades. almost as if Hawkwind as an entity can never be allowed to die.


The relative containment of its vision on In Search of Space makes it cohesively hold together better. Though it still has moments where it veers into 'clumsily handled profundity'. Its their reputation for being shambolic and rift prone, that leads to them being generally underestimated as musical innovators in their heyday, and since. They could fit quite neatly into the sort of improvised stream of consciousness collective jams of the late hippy era. But at that time what they were attempting felt distinctly new, they were powering up an endlessly pounding warp drive. 

In Germany, avant guard wave of bands, such as Neu, were developing the constant 'motorik' beat that was to almost become standard across the emerging genre. Amongst these pioneering experimental German bands was Amon Duul 2, who are perhaps Hawkwind's nearest musical continental cousin. Emerging out of an 'anyone who turns up can play' collective, with a similar penchant for long running trips of spacey improvisations. Its no big stretch of the imagination to see that what Hawkwind were doing here in the UK was not dissimilar. For sure they lacked the controlled purity of some of them. Being British, Hawkwind evolved, in the same way you untangle a muddle of yarn -in a chaotic frustrated manner. Nevertheless they honed their signature playing style into this formidable engine of endlessly forward moving propulsion. Albeit with spacey screeches, bleeps and vast ascending notes to the stars, exploding and echoing all around it.


To a young naive science fiction buff, into progressive rock, Hawkwind were a beautifully wrapped gift to my nascent imagination. Over puffed profundity is to a teenage boys ears high minded ideology. I listen to this music now with older, perhaps differently attuned ears. And what I hear today is a band experimenting with how making slight adjustments in emphasis changed the whole tone and effect, whilst the constantly pounding drums, the thrash 'n crash of groaning guitar riffs, went on and on, as though on eternal over drive. Phasing in chanting and moaning background voices, flutes and saxophones woven in then out of its musical fabric. The opening track of the album, You Shouldn't Do That, at fifteen minutes plus long, is an excellent demonstration of this technique. 

Hawkwind are often considered a bit of a one trick pony, in that once discovered and mastered, this propulsive rhythm is all they ever seemed to do. Their execution of it was undoubtedly well polished. Give them the time and space, they could fluidly take you anywhere in the cosmos on the back of their musical constellation. One long raw driving grunge infused riff at a time. I love it still, every clunky imperfection and poorly conceived ideas 'n' all.

FINISHED READING - On Reflection by Richard Holloway
















This books subtitle - Looking For Life's Meaning, gives you a better feeling for the flavour and colour of Richard Holloway's ruminations in this book. Holloway, was a one time Bishop, now reticent agnostic and free thinker on the big issues perplexing us now. This book touches on the many forms of belief, whether secular or religious. Like many other books of his I've read, it's refreshingly free of dogma and formulaic theology. He is quite happy to think outside of his own boxes, and tease out the telling details.

'I am intrigued by the similarities between confident theists and equally confident atheists, and their psychological interchangeability. I belong to neither camp, but my agnosticism is not a weak, vacillating neutrality, it is the commitment to staying in a place of passionate and curious uncertainty.'  From the essay - Has Faith a Future?

This book is a collection of short essays that explore a very wide range of issues, from the opening article on The Absence of God to the concluding one on the need to finish anything we do by Thanking. He ponders the troubles and the benefits of secular beliefs, of scientific and religious certainties, how can we forgive?, the need for an improvisational ethics. Each is interspersed with a beautiful and apt array of his favourite poetry. It includes essays on Auden, the contradictions and enigma of Alan Watts, and the effect of listening to Messian. Through these essays we get a real invigorating sense of following his constantly searching mind, and admire his finely turned phrasing.

'Art, music, poetry, are all priestly in their ministry, because they unite us with transcendence and place us in its midst, rather than talk about it, talk unceasingly and ineffectively about it, which is what the Church usually does. From the essay - This Is It.

As an agnostic Anglican, these essays all touch at some point on Holloway's life distinguishing act of leaving high office and its formal religious affiliations, to be able to explore and to think for himself, free of theological constraints. He nonetheless calls upon the breadth and depth of his own understanding of the Bible, Christian practice and history. 

'You don't resolve paradoxes; you live them' From the essay - This Is It

I first encountered Richard Holloway's writing in the aftermath of my own leaving of a Buddhist institution several years ago. I was then experiencing the same sense of dislocation from a familiar structure, the sense of being alone, but also the huge relief and liberation. Even though his exiting preceded mine by over twenty years. Because he'd been living outside of Christian institutions for much longer, his experience and example were really helpful in reassuring me, as I settled into my more open exploratory approach to practice and my own beliefs.  

'Faith can have a future, as long as we let it be Faith and not claim it as certainty. It's a bet, a gamble, but with a difference. Blaise Pascal said it was a bet in which, if we win, we win everything, and if we lose, we lose nothing.' From the essay - Has Faith A Future?

On Reflection, is an thoroughly enjoyable ramble through his very particular mind and approach. It reminds me of how much I continue to respect his careful thought processes and the refined humor in his way of expressing himself. I envy the skillful way he navigates with such ease through the often complex and subtle nuances of human life, and our search for meaning through it. Anyone, whatever the religious tradition or affiliation or none, will find something to challenge and stimulate further thought and personal reflection here.

'Religion is as human as politics and every bit as fallible and volatile. Let us value it as a story we have told ourselves to help us live well and more kindly, and stop using it as an excuse for hammering people who differ from us in the way they choose to live the brief life they have been given. and brief it is, too brief to waste bashing others. Take a walk instead.'

CARROT REVIEW - 6/8




Tuesday, August 19, 2025

FINISHED READING - Giovanni's Room by James Baldwin
















David is an American living in 1950's Paris. His girlfriend Hella has decided to go away on a trip alone to give herself time and space to decide if a future with David is what she really wants. Whilst she is away David finds himself flirting with a lively and attractive Italian barman Giovanni, and quickly slips deeply into a love affair with him, even moving into Giovanni's tiny one room flat. Their passion, always  has an unanswered question lingering behind it - what happens when his girlfriend Hella returns? David, though he loves Giovanni, experiences grave doubts too. There is something in the chaotic shambles with which Giovanni inhabits this room, that suggests a mess of self-tortured psychology beneath, which he finds unsettles him. So when Hella does return all ready to commit to David. He finds himself craving emotional stability, so he agrees to marry her.  But his affair with Giovanni and his own guilt ridden conflicted emotions, are not so easily put aside. And when Giovanni is arrested for murder, the whole situation descends into an explosive tragedy, where nothing can now ever be held hidden and secret.

Giovanni's Room, was Baldwin's second novel. Following on from his fine debut Go Tell It On The Mountains, where he'd attempted to lay to rest his challenging upbringing with his preacher step-father. Giovanni's Room, is not so obviously autobiographical in its details, but does draw on Baldwin's own experience of living in Paris, where he sought freedom from the oppressive nature of Post War America.  And Paris in the novel is full of ex-pats from a variety of countries, seeking the solace of being fully themselves whilst abroad, in the bars and cafes of Parisian nightlife. Open minded and laissez faire, Paris attracts all types, the lost, the oppressed, the fun lovers, the nefarious, all sucked into the melting pot of its backstreets. 

As a novel Giovanni's Room is quite an ambitious leap forward from his debut. It might then seem a peculiar response to us now, that Baldwin's choice to write a novel about a white American's experiences in Paris, was considered controversial. A negro writer, it was thought ought to write about his own kind, and it was considered nothing short of arrogance on Baldwin's part. But for Baldwin sexual and racial politics were born of the same poisoned root, so why shouldn't he write in this way? His publisher's wanted him to re-write Giovanni's Room, change the title, change the race, gender and sexuality etc, so in the end he took it to a smaller book publisher who was prepared to publish it exactly as written.  

Giovanni's Room is such an exciting, invigorating novel to read. On the simple level of his sentence structures and mastery of dialogue, James Baldwin is in complete possession of his craft, the meaning and directional purpose of his story. After reading a few modern novels that left me bored and quite a bit nonplussed, I was blown away by Baldwin's sheer verve that leaps at you off the page. I truly was impressed. It may of course be that I've been living in a desert, and the moment it rained all the dried up seeds germinated and bloomed, all at once. But Baldwin's literary ability is undoubtedly on fire in this book.

His powers of description is impressive too, capturing the personality of even a walk on character in one paragraph, that you'll never see ever again. as he's not remotely central to the story. You get the impression this was someone Baldwin actually met. You so know and recognise the type of person he is showing you. As this character walks into the bar and towards you its unclear what the sex of this individual is until the very last sentence. It communicates to you the sort of bar this is, its a bar frequented by every conceivable variety of queer.

'It looked like a mummy or a zombie - this was the first, overwhelming impression - of something walking after it had been put to death. And it walked, really, like someone who might be sleepwalking or like those figures in slow motion one sometimes sees on the screen. it carried a glass, it walked on its toes, the flat hips moved with a dead, horrifying lasciviousness. It seemed to make no sound; this was due to the roar of the bar, which was like the roaring of the sea, heard at night, from far away. it glittered in the dim light; the thin, black hair was violent with oil, combed forward, hanging in bangs, the eyelids gleamed with mascara, the mouth raged with lipstick. The face was white and thoroughly bloodless with some kind of foundation cream; it stank of powder and a gardenia like perfume. The shirt, open coquettishly to the navel, revealed a hairless chest and a silver crucifix; the shirt was covered with round, paper-thin wafers, red and green and orange and blue, which stormed in the light and made one feel that the mummy might, at any moment, disappear in flame. A red sash was around the waist, the clinging pants were a surprisingly somber grey. He wore buckles on his shoes.'

I mean, that is a masterly piece of writing. Its the sort of thing that makes me want to clap my campy  hands in delight, and applaud. The prose is so gorgeously ripe with these telling details. Baldwin's dialogue is often formed of these short snappy elements, the bouncing back and forth of often witty repartee, in snap shots. Some have criticised him for placing words into characters mouths that no ordinary person would ever ,in that manner, express themselves.  And though there are incidences in Giovanni's Room where you can hear the authorial voice, of a Baldwin oration, very distinctly, it is just such a delight to read intelligently written dialogue with a sense of its purpose I can forgive him his self indulgence. Its entirely worth it. And besides, the guy is just showing off his well polished wares. I can't recommend this novel highly enough, it is utterly brilliant.


CARROT REVIEW - 8/8



Monday, August 18, 2025

SCREEN SHOT - The Menu ( 2022 )

 














Margot (Anya Taylor Joy) and Tyler (Nicholas Holt) arrive on a dock waiting for a boat to take them to a secluded island, where the famous and exclusive restaurant Hawthorn and its highly respected chef Slowick ( Ralph Fiennes ) live. Gradually the guests arrive and board. Its a mix of wealthy regular patrons. a famous food critic and her editor, Slowick's financiers, a film star, and Slowik's Mum. Margot is Tyler's last minute change of accompanying guest, which the maitre'd Elsa ( Hong Chao) notes with evident irritation. Its obvious they've all been handpicked to be here, for what, becomes evident later as the evenings meal commences.

The mis-en-scene of The Menu is necessarily tightly controlled and confined largely to the dining area and kitchen alongside. It is then, quite stagey and theatrical in its set pieces. The movie's denouement becoming clearly inevitable once one of the kitchen staff shoots themselves in front of the guests.Was this a well set up and executed performance, or was this all too real? No one is initially sure, so rattled, but not yet in outright rebellion, the guests resume their seats and continue to eat the meal. Margot, as the one unexpected guest, is the only one who is clear this is not OK, regardless of whether what has happened is real or not. For Chef Slowik wishes to torture, punish and murder them all for the various things they have done that has offended him. Only Margot does not fit into this, because she was not planned for, so she must decide her own fate.

The conceit of The Menu works well, for the first half of the movie. With some clever, if easy shots being taken at the pretentiousness of the whole outrageous celebrity chef shtick  But once the carnage ensues the predictability of its conclusion does sort of diminish its impact and engagement. It becomes merely a question of following an unveiling procedure, of how they are all going to cop it. Its evident script flaws are substantially compensated by watching the creepy consistency of Fienne's calmly emollient performance. Anya Taylor Joy is excellent as the only ordinary person, who represents us watching, seeing through the pretense of the kings new clothes. And how all the other guests are so bought into the mythology of this particular celebrity chef, they are initially unable to see what is actually going on.

With sterling support from substantial actors of the caliber of Janet McTeer and John Leguizamo, this film has a lot going for it. And on the whole it does not disappoint, even if the narrative journey it is taking us on has a certain predictability to it. Billed as a horror/comedy it has flashes of doing both extremely well, but it is intermittent. Dramatically its broadly a quietly effective satire in its first half and is a moderately horrific one in the second. It really needed to commit to being primarily a satire or a horror movie. In the end it was only quite good at being a bit of both.


CARROT REVIEW - 5/8




 

MY MOST LOVED ALBUMS - Mott by Mott The Hoople - 1973

 

Throughout his career David Bowie was extraordinarily generous towards musicians who fell on hard times. Mott The Hoople, were a band popular with the music press, who just could not break through into mainstream success. Bowie heard they were thinking of packing it in. At the height of 'Ziggy mania' he stepped in and offered to give them one of his songs and to produce them. The song he gave them was All The Young Dudes, one of Bowie's best songs from this or any period. Because of the Bowie connection, and because it was a classic song, it was a hit, peaking at No 3. Bowie wanted to give them another song as a follow up Drive In Saturday. Mott The Hoople turned it down, because they wanted to write a hit of their own. In 1973 they released Honnaloochie Boogie from this album Mott, which peaked at No 12, which was the beginning of a short run of punchy hits climaxing with Roll Away The Stone.

Ian Hunter has a distinctive vocal delivery, a unique mix of Dylan's muscular inflections, with a louche campy, even occasionally fey insouciance. Plus he has some powerful pipes behind it.  Fully utilising that voice, makes his lyrics all the more telling. What distinguishes Mott, and makes it such a great album is that it has ambition and a hard earned confidence and swagger. Touched briefly by the genius hand of Bowie, Mott The Hoople soared to an altogether higher level. The quality of Ian Hunter's songwriting on Mott is brilliantly evocative. Conveying the human costs of being a working band touring the concert circuit. I don't think anyone else has quite captured that so vividly in song.


The album opener - All The Way From Memphis lays out the territory the album is going to explore. That Hunter had picked up the baton of rock'n'roll, and run with it all the way from its source in Elvis and Memphis.

Forgot my six-string razor hit the sky
Half way to Memphis 'fore I realized
Well I rang the information my axe was cold
They said she rides the train to oreoles

Now it's a mighty long way down the dusty trail
And the sun burns hot on the cold steel rails
'n I look like a bum 'n I crawl like a snail
All the way from Memphis

And a later verse gives you the sense of the journey the band has been on to get this far. and how easily all this fame could vanish.

Yeah it's a mighty long way down rock 'n' roll
From the Liverpool docks to the Hollywood bowl
'n you climb up the mountains 'n you fall down the holes
All the way from Memphis


On The Ballad of Mott The Hoople , Hunter produces a melancholic song of lyrical regret for what they've gained and lost from all the fruitless years spent chasing the tail of rock 'n' roll success. Here they are, having reached the height of their fame and he's reflecting on the travails they endured in order to get here, and writing a song like this.

I changed my name in search of fame
To find the midas touch
Oh I wish I'd never wanted then
What I want now twice as much
We crossed the mighty oceans
And we had a few divides
But we never crossed emotion
For we felt too much inside

You know all the tales we tell
You know the band so well
Still I feel, somehow, we let you down
We went off somewhere on the way
And now I see we have to pay
The rock'n'roll circus is in town

Buffin lost his child-like dreams
And Mick lost his guitar
And Verden grew a line or two
And Overend's just a rock'n'roll star
Behind these shades the visions fade
As I learn a thing or two
Oh but if I had my time again
You all know just what I'd do

Rock'n'roll's a loser's game
It mesmerizes and I can't explain
The reasons for the sights and for the sounds
We went off somewhere on the way
And now I see we have to pay
The rock'n'roll circus is in town

So rock'n'roll's a loser's game
It mesmerizes and I can't explain
The reasons for the sights and for the sounds
The greasepaint still sticks to my face
So what the hell, I can't erase
The rock'n'roll feeling from my mind.


The final song on the album I Wish I was Your Mother, is a heartfelt song on the costs to family life, a love life, and to a sense of belonging to anywhere that's long lasting and meaningful.

I scream at you for sharing
And I curse you just for caring
I hate the clothes you're wearing, they're so pretty
And I tell you not to see me
And I tell you not to feel me
And I make your life a drag, it's such a pity
And I watch your warm glow palin'
And I watch your sparkle fadin'
As you realise you're failin', 'cause you're so good
No, I don't mean to upset you
But there's so much crime to get through
If only I could make it easier then I would

Oh, I wish I was your mother
I wish I'd been your father
And then I would have seen you
Would have been you as a child
Played houses with your sisters
And wrestled with all your brothers
And then who knows
I might have felt a family for a while

It's no use me pretendin'
You give and I do the spendin'
Is there a happy ending? I don't think so
'Cause even if we make it
I'll be too far out to take it
You'll have to try and shake it from my head

Oh, I wish I was your mother
I wish I'd been your father
And then I would have seen you
Would have been you as a child
Played houses with your sisters
And wrestled with all your brothers
And then who knows
I might have felt a family for a while.


I'm quoting song lyrics at length because these really are finely wrought examples of the popular song genre, poetic reflections, putting fame on one side, of the unseen debits of the rock 'n' roll lifestyle. And they perfectly demonstrate why Bowie chose to do what he did, because Ian Hunter on Mott proved he was a songwriter of quite outstanding ability. Its why Mott has become one of My Most Loved Albums, because its  lyrics emotionally gets to me every time.

Sunday, August 17, 2025

LISTENING TO - Tarkus - Emerson Lake & Palmer

The mega groups of early seventies 'progressive rock' were a development within what was referred to at the time, with some level of self conceit, as 'serious' rock music. This pretense and delineation was to distinguish it from the supposedly 'un-serious' music that was everything else. 

This trend had its origins in the mid 1960's,when both The Beatles and Rolling Stones changed from being simply a pop band, and wanted to be taken seriously as artists. Giving birth to the first examples of the 'concept' album. But the main harbinger of rocks future direction towards 'progressive' music was Pink Floyd. Huge technical talent, with range and sophistication, plus lots of  flamboyant live shows and musicianship. Once we entered the seventies, a larger than life staging and dressing up directly borrowed from glam rock, became de rigueur. Soon to be followed by the extravagant theatrical staging of Yes, Genesis and Emerson Lake and Palmer.

Emerson Lake & Palmer were one of the first so called 'super groups' composed of already famous musicians from other bands - here it was The Nice, King Crimson and Atomic Rooster, respectively. They filled out huge stadiums with their epic, often portentous and vast conceptual music pieces, with equally ostentatious showmanship to match. The sort of thing punk would quite rightly put two fingers up to, and Spinal Tap would ridicule, for its self indulgence and puffed up self importance. After punk, these guys just kept their heads down, and quietly continued playing sold out concerts to their loyal die-hard fan base in Japan. However, so successfully were these 'progressive' bands lambasted for their cultural elitism and pompous musical conceits, there has not been any significant renewed interest in exhuming this era from its purdah, for nigh on fifty years.. 

One of the prime candidates of my late seventies punk inspired purge of progressive rock from my vinyl collection, was the album Tarkus, by Emerson Lake & Palmer. I was never at the time much of a devoted fan. But recently for some reason. lets put it down to curious nostalgia, I listened again to the opening twenty minute song suite of Tarkus. I was more than pleasantly taken aback by just how good it was.And its become a bit of an aural obsession in recent weeks, barely a day goes by without my playing it.

Lyrically, Tarkus might be not something you'd want to pay too much attention to, lest you find yourself assaulted by its pseudo-philosophy and the mythic nobility of its leaden sentiments. Musically, however, it still demonstrates huge ambition. An original and often funk-jazz inflected fusion with both classical and hard rock musical tropes. It possesses a really compulsive drive and undoubted feeling for magnificence and grandeur. Interspersed with quieter simple interludes of almost hymn like melody, beautifully rendered by Greg Lake's steady and well modulated vocals.

Progressive Rock will always be remembered as the natural home for the electronic organ, a home it has never found since. And it was  Keith Emerson, this handsome man in his mid thirties, often bare chested, testosterone fueled, striking the pose of a rock god, who made it sexy. His versatility on the keyboard, often on multiples of keyboards, dwarfed beneath the vast cliff wall of wires and jack plugs of a seventies synthesiser, was always unquestionably the real star of the show. And he was undoubtedly a technically astounding player, with daring adventurousness, but one who could also pack a substantial emotional punch. 

Now Emerson Lake and Palmer did become musically inflated to the point of obese excess, and certainly their importance was over rated, even by themselves, at the time. But I'd say Tarkus is still well worth twenty minutes of anyone's evening listening. 

SCREEN SHOT - Drive Angry ( 2011 )

John Milton ( Nicholas Cage ) escapes from hell in order to save his daughter's baby girl. She has been taken by Jonah King ( Billie Burke ), a charismatic leader of a Satanist cult, after murdering Milton's estranged daughter. He only has a short time to find his grand daughter and exact his revenge because The Accountant ( William Fitchner ) is in hot pursuit to return Milton to the prison of  hell ASAP. Along the way Milton saves Piper Lee ( Amber Heard ) from being beaten up by her boyfriend. As she gradually realises what Milton really is, and the purpose of his mission, she decides to go all in and help him.

By 2011 this was far from being Cage's first foray into occult movie territory. But whilst he has undoubtedly taken parts in some real plonkers in his late career 'dash for the cash' career strategy, this one is unexpectedly a really sparkling turd of a movie. It's story line is frankly ludicrous over the top nonsense, but it knows that, putting everyone's tongues firmly in their cheeks, and turns up the acting to maximum ham. As a consequence its a hugely enjoyable film to watch. It was made for 3D, but was not a huge box office success taking 40 million dollars, on a film Budget of 50 million. So lets say,this obviously never quite found its ultimate target audience. But, please, watch the trailer its priceless.

It has oodles of snappy throw away dialogue, particularly from Fitchner, who appears to be relishing playing a character who knows exactly how long everyone has to live. Encountering two local hicks, he tells them 'You, I'll see you in 73 years, and you in three months' then walks off. without any further explanation. He asks a woman from the satanic cult whether she would have really sacrificed the baby, if she'd be told to, she doesn't really reply, he departs saying 'See you in three minutes'. And the whole movie is just full of these sort of knowing winks and flourishes. It doesn't take itself remotely serious, except actually it does, deadly serious, and that's its trashy charm.

Nick Cage, is Nick Cage playing John Milton ( Paradise Lost 'n 'all ) with his distressed hair and serious purposeful face on, maintained unflinchingly throughout the entire glorious hour and forty four minutes of the movie. Its like someone told him the title of the movie, so decided, yeah, that's what I'll be like, driving angry, like that. Cage, so it appears, is always at his dead pan ironic best, when he's free to play up to the stupidity of the film he's making. And this film encourages Cage to go on the fullest tilt he's been in any such movie. Aficionados of late career Cage movies will find lots to love in this movie. A film so god damned bad, but boy does it know how to sell that to you.

CARROT REVIEW - 7/8  ( on the bad into good scale )